Salah Ke Tak Ramai Kawan

Salam , nama saya sarah
People will come and go. Bila kawan kawan cerita pasal zaman zaman sekolah, aku takde ape bnde yang diceritakan. Im not proud with myself with any good memories with friends. Kawan kawan bole dkira dengan jari. Maybe sebb gemuk plus hitam , and kawan yg lain lain sekrang ni insta famous. Sampai sekarang..I dont have specific to be share with, banyak simpan sendiri, i dont know its a good or bad thing…mungkin aku tak pandai jaga relation dengan kawan

Bila balik kampung , kemana mana semua dengan family. Even dekat universiti which is my diploma , still tak dapt keep relation dengan kawan kawan even perempuan. Issue dengan kawan perempuan yang suke cakap belakang konon rapat tp kat belakang… Kurang lepak dengan kawan lelaki/perempuan.Kat sekolah , kawan laki smue ignore untuk berkawan. Mungkin people still go for beauty. Bila masuk universiti, ramai kawan kawan laki dekat kelas approach, nampak mcm culture shock so i entertain dieorg. And lama kelamaan i know its not a good thing . I get rid all those kind of thing. Until i found myself with a good man with lots of friend. Okayy letak tepi the good man.

Now degree , i kind of lose some weight and look even better. I kind of have some trauma with men. Yang buat aku langsung tak berminat dengan lelaki. Tiba tiba kawan skolah yang hentah tibe tibe dtg dri mana, tetibe ajk smbg dan cube untuk berkawan. Cakap kau dah lain sekarang blah blah blah. Tolak. Tak layan. Kawan kelas hanya layan benda benda penting penting je , i dont want any issue with man yang trying out on all the girls. People come and go kan except your family. Kawan kawan smue tak kekal lama, it this my fault ?

– Sarah

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