Saya sofea iman. Have been joining this ABC company for quite a while now. Pardon of my language used as i’m struggling with my malay and english. Have becoming a total ‘rojak’ since working there.
Problem started as they heard from word-of-mouth tht i’ve a deg. This has sparks a sickening jelousy within some staffs including peoples at my department, as attention were given to me. Especially having special attention from the bosses. Btw, it wasn’t about position that they envy, it is the attention and job scope itself. It maybe not challenging but still it contributes something towards organisation. I believe in ‘A tree need seeds, sunlight and water to grow taller and bigger”.
At the very beginning, i’ve been given quite a lot of opportunities since boss knew about my background. Also this is a position where many of the staffs would like to have. Because it is the easiest ,less workload and less headache at the high zone floor.
Group 1 (Multiracial race) : assigned to teach me about position 1.
Group 2 (Own dept) : assigned to teach me about position 2.
Group 3 (strangers exec) : how u apply this job? Do u request to be place at this floor? Ada cable ke?
Been trying many ways to get them to teach me. But responses that i get, are close to none. Therefore,i summarized they dont intend to teach me since they took quite sometimes to be at the position they are now. Teaching me would means “dig your own grave, to have the youngster newbie to cross your ladder in organization”. They are having that kind of mentality and the teaching was put to halt all of sudden.
Group 2, hated so much when i’m being helpful towards others. Up till now, they are scheming any possible ways to get peoples hate me. They’ve been torturing me with a verbal bullying like gossiping, tryna sparks fire between staffs and me, giving uncertain orders. Eg; ‘Pls do A. Shouldn’t do A, Do B way please. Why did B. Use your common sense la, do A way’. How common is common bila mana ko pon cakap x serupa bikin. Kalau semua yg aku buat sama mcm ko, tapi dikata nya salah. Ko rasa?
Dh kalau serba serbi salah, seolah olah nk aku x buat kerja . Supaya senang dicop pemalas.
Please give advice on this matter. Hoping a solutions, as i’ve gotten quite unstable mental lately. The jobscope, salary, all is good except this community. Aku x campur hal orang. Aku juga dipersalahkan ats bnda yg aku xbuat. The boss should lead tpi boss aku ni terlebih dgr ckp subordinates. Aku xkisah ko nk kipas kuat. Tpi tolong jangan kata semua yang aku buat salah. Seolah xde sekelumit yang betul. not sure if this are human beings or animals instead.
* watak syilings, lalangs dan kipass aku doakan berbahagia dan hiduplah lama di dunia ini.
– Sofea iman
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