Reply to why? by -netizen

Salam, thanks to admin sebab post confession ini, hiks..

Kak netizen ada mention pasal a social media figure who claimed that she wants to kill herself, and yeah she has BPD, why she wanna kill herself even though she's a motivator.

Akak kata tak logik as a motivator to have suicidal thoughts. Akak pernah dengar pasal berita kematian Robin Williams? He was a wonderful comedian and actor, who once suffered from severe mental problems (tak silap depression), but he still tried to motivate people to live their lives to the fullest throughout his career. Then, couple of years back, he killed himself. Haaa tak pelik ke? Before dia bunuh diri dia, semua orang tengok dia, like in his usual cheerful self, tetiba tup-tup bubuh diri. Those with mental illness do not show their symptoms or inkling to kill themselves, so of course kita tak boleh nak judge dorang sebab kita pun taktahu apa yang trigger dorang to the point of suicide.

Saya pernah baca satu kes BPD dalam webtoon (Tajuknya Dr Frost, dipersilakan baca), subhanallah susah sangat nak treat BPD, and other types of mental illness since they are prone to recurrence. Ending case tu agak ngeri so readers' own discretion please. Point saya di sini, even the way they feel to the people around them is different than what normal people feel.what they think and do are different to other people.

Akak tanya jugak yang kenapa dia kena stresskan diri dia dengan media sosial. Who knows, that social media is her gateway to relief, or by ranting her thoughts and motivate people around her would empower her indirectly. But people don't always see that, what they see is her physical appearance and they jibed at it as though one having a bigger body is not licensed to motivate others. Mungkin bagi Akak social media ni stressful, but for some others it is a platform to relieve themselves of this exhausting and sometimes pathetic world with its fair share of judgemental humans (yes, ramai sangat golongan ni).

Saya di sini bukan lah kawan pada si social media figure ini, cuma an empathetic netizen yang tergerak hati nak membalas persoalan Akak netizen. Memang Susah nak faham people with mental illness, but we just need to be there to support them. Takkan nak jatuhkan semangat orang yang dah lemah semangat kan?

Anyway, thanks for reading and posting, sorry saya pun penakut nak tulis depan2 pasal benda ini

– Noob

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