Menghitung hari
Assalamualaikum. Kat sini Nak share satu cerita buat pengajaran Kita semua. Everyone Ada their own struggle. Rokok, video games. Aku rasa Aku punya perempuan. Cerita bermula apabila Aku kenal seorang perempuan ni masa final sem foundation. Pendek Kan cerita lepas tu couple la. Siang malam on phone. Cantik. Ramai usha dia. Bangga sikit la. After two months, she confessed dia Ada bf lain gak. Masa tu mmg sedih gila. Maaf Kan dia sume and She promised to leave him. Tapi tak lama. Clash lepas tu. Result exam keluar tak lepas requirement MARA Nak fly. Parent Aku mmg sedih ah. Dpt mesej dri Mak Aku ckp betapa sedihnye dia dgn Perangai Aku.
On the day result keluar tu, she called me. Tanya result cmne. Dia pun terkejut cmne Boleh tak score. Contact cm biasa ah. Turun naik pejabat MARA, alhamdulillah dpt gak fly. Start dri tu, promised to myself to focus and study hard. Said to my mom, takkan balik Malaysia smpi hbis. First semester not bad la. Got athletic scholarship n pegang jawapan kat Uni.
Masuk second sem, contact dia sbb dia bru hbis SPM. Aku Ajak dia kahwin. Tell about her to my mom. Beli tiket balik Malaysia for summer break. Tak beritahu family sbb Nak buat surprise. Mmg susah ah long distance relationship. Ada kelas pagi, tapi dia suruh call. Messed up sume. Fail satu subject. Dapat warning dri MARA. Sedihnye, a month before balik. Kantoi dia couple dgn org lain gak. Dia minta maaf sume. Mmg Nangis ah. Sbb bnyk dah Korban. Masa sume. Salah satu sbb balik Malaysia sbb dia. Janji sekadar janji. Maaf Kan dia.
Sampai KLIA, call my mom. Mmg surprise ah. But I found out dia curang lagi with the same guy while waiting for my mom at KLIA(stalk). Terus mintak putus. Mmg heart broken gila. Penat je balik. Result teruk. Main xperform. Training xpergi. Pffft
Tu tiga tahun yg lepas. Still trying to move on. Dah Nak hbis study dah. Next sem graduated. Last dgr pasal dia, dia sambung UIA. Dah Ada bf lain. Bila teringat balik, Ada juga my bad. Sng cair dgn pujuk rayu dia. Taktahu la Nak buat cmne. Still positive about her (harp dia berubah n masuk minang). Or cakap padan muka dekat dia. Or bersih Kan Hati ni, serahkan sume kat my mom Cari calon.
Try to smile walaupun dlm ni pedih. To the girl, take care of yourself at UIA. Kepada pembaca, Doakan Hati ini Dan Hati Kita kuat hadapi ujian. Barakallahu feek.
– Aliff Izzuddin