Aku dr zaman sek men lg aki x suka fizik so mmg tiap2 kali exam fail but time spm dpat b, aku mcm what??? Apa benda la aku jwb time tu. Then aki nak sambung tesl tp x lulus iv n terpaksa masuk matric. Kena belajar fizik lagi. Aku mcm ok la, setahun je, tahan setahun je lg lps tu buat la apa yg kau nak buat. Then, once again during matric, i think it's a miracle i got a. Alhamdulillah la sbb aku mmg masatu nk apply tesl je. Tapi apa la nasib aku, Allah nak uji apa la kat aku ni, aku dpat course engineering pdhal masa isi upu xde 1 pun course engineering. Aku nanges masa aku dpat tau. Tapi nak x nak kena pegi jgk. My mom was so happy la anak dia ni nanti dpat jd engineer.
Aku mcm sedih la tgk mak aku sekarang. Anak dia ni mcm xde masa dpn je dlm bidang engineering. Aku dh bertahan selama 3 thun weh n hr ni aku rasa benci gila kat dunia ni, benci gila kat course ni, benci gila kat hidup aku yg pathetic ni. Aku mmg xleh nk go on with engineering. Paper hr ni mesti fail punya. Last seen 3 pointer masa 1st sem n starting from there it seems to be going down and until now. Rasa giveup gila. Nak berenti blaja aki terikat ngan mara. Adalah study loan smpai Rm80 000++ tp nak teruskan blaja is a torture. I need some help to keep me going until i graduate. Dh la 4th year ada fyp and dgr citer fyp ni susah. Innalillah to me.
– Hanna