[Pedophile] Young Predator- Do they realize?

Assalamualaikum.

At first, I thought that I want to share my story at Syed Azmi fb since that he is highlighting this kind of stories. But, I prefer to not exposed my profile to anyone because i never open this story to anyone in my life even to my own parents.

The story is the almost the same. Get molested around 5-6 years old by my elder cousin. I am grateful because it just happen once and I pretty sure it was real. Not a dream nor a fantasy story.

He during that time was a teenager. I believed that he did that to me because of his curiosity-my thoughts if i suddenly remember it back as I grew up.

I still remember when I am in Darjah 4, my guy classmates talked about sex with me and my other girl classmate. Imagine, 10 years old kids. We all are innocent that time. We just talked without understand that was adult things.

I am not sure where my confession is leading to a conclusion. I am trying to say, do the 'predator' understand what he was doing at the time? Are this predator are doing that because they are influence by the material they saw? Are they just want to it for fun? Are they intentionally (some of them) want to molest their victims?

I am not backing them. No! I just wondering why they are doing this. I want to know their perspective. Do the predator regret when they realize their mistakes? Do you mind share your confession and story here predators?

I know the predator will never admit their mistakes and will always deny. Guy and ego cannot be separated. I have seen a lot.

Again, do you mind share your confession and story here predators?

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I met my elder cousin again recently-family matter. I can see the shameful feeling or rasa bersalah in his eyes. We talked a lot like nothing happen. I believed dia pun dah jadi baik sejak jadi bapak orang ni. Allah pun dah balas balik. I actually never ask Allah to payback what he has done, or maybe i did?
I feel a little bit regret if doa tu terkena pada anak dia.

I worried if people do not get my points here. So let me summarised:

1. EDUCATE your children. Educate them to RESPECT other people private body.
2. Do not let your children to go through their CURIOSITY alone. Yang ini mungkin sangat taboo. You have to be creative and wise on explaining their curiosity.

Please do not let their curiosity harm other people.

3. Kids nowadays can EASILY HAVE ACCESSIBILITY to SEX, PORNO etc! That the truth. Where they get that? Think by yourself. This accessibility need to be blocked.

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Again, do you mind share your confession and story here predators? Bosanlah asyik baca confession mangsa je.

I know the predator will never admit their mistakes and will always deny. Guy and ego cannot be separated. I have seen a lot (This sentence is purposely repeated).

– Fly

Hantar confession anda di sini -> www.iiumc.com/submit