assalam..
al-fatihah untuk arwah kakak Farah.
ok this is my kind of story. A little bit the same with arwah but not totally 100%. I was diagnosed with a blood disease, a rare one, like one in a million rare. It's still currently diagnosed cause I was diagnosed with other disease 2 years back, SLE to be exact. Can you imagine consuming more than 10 tablets of pills when you actually didn't have to had it? Talk about the side-effects, now I'm having bloated face, bone problems which soon to be osteoporosis and else.
So this 'one-in-a-million' disease. Whats difference from it than SLE. SLE makes you have TONNES of side-effects before your death. While the OIAM just snap you to death in a blink of an eye. You just didn't know when (of course you never know when you'll be dead it's not your job to determine it).
So resulting from this disease, I had a few events of mild, severe and whatever depressions, you name it. I started to distance myself away from other people, from my friends. Sometimes I cried alone in my room, especially when I had this terrible headache. Simple is that I'm becoming this bipolar person out of nowhere, except for that suicidal part of being bipolar. I even have this big NO in marriage as I don't even know till when will I be living on this Earth.
So my point is, nothing. I just want to share my story with you cause I don't ever share it with my parents (especially the death part, no I forbid myself from telling them the details about my disease). Thank you for reading. A little bit of encouraging ment would be beautiful.
p/s sorry akak tak mampu nak tulis panjang2 dalam BM nanti bahasa lain yg keluar
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