open diary : she was me

everyone was stranger as if im in an alienated island.there was never even slight joy in my childhood that i could remember.it always pain and scratch marked on.its not easy to be brought up by single parent.only those who had gone through this will know…it hurts to grow up without perfect happy family.im not dreaming of princess-in-castle life.i was hoping for little happy family.thats all a naive kid need to grow up.thats all.. but reality hits me really hard. my father gone when i was 5.i study silently to repay for my mother’s sacrifice even it will never be equal.alhamdulillah..i somehow manage to excel in study.. but then, indeed,memory somehow creates the future..i had undiagnosed depression if theres a term for it.
But, world is spinning..bringing me to where iam now.He meets me up with them.two weirdo-best-buddies i could ever get in this life and inshaAllah in jannah. i have never been happy as much as i do i am with them.i could never laugh as much as i do when i joke,but with them.
they always listen to me.even its just tiny insignificant thing i want to share with them. they are also the only one frankly speak about my weakness.they are the one change me to whom i am today.living is so much fun now.hee

– nur janna

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