I have someone important in my life. Tapi ada satu problem ngan dia ni. She tooooooooooo depend on people. She is older then me. Nak sangat tegur dia, but there are two problem, satu dia ni super duper sensitive, cepat merajuk, nanti kalau tegur mula la dia depress. I can predict how she will act, kalau I tegur sikap dia tu. Taknak la dia jauh hati. And second problem, saya dah lama pendam perkara ni, saya takut bila saya luah kan saya jadi emosi,dan berlebih lebih. But i don't think i can ever say it to her.
Dia slalu pesan kat saya, jgn bergantung pada dunia, Tapi bergantung pada Allah. Mungkin dia tak sedar apa yang dia buat ni, adaLah pergantungan pada manusia. Bila org decline apa yang dia mintak tlong,mula la merajuk. Kdang2 tu bukan taknak tolong, tapi tak suka sikap dia yg sgt bergantung pada orang, bole je nak tolong if I already see her own effort. Dia jenis pantang org ckap ok, dia akan mintak macam2. I dunno how to handle her. Hmmmm… nthlah. I write my confession is just to confess what I feel. I don't really hope for response. Haha… just need someone to confess. Kalau cerita kat orang lain yang saya ngan dia rapat, diorang takkan faham, diorang hanya suruh saya sabar which is not a saying that really comfort me, because they dont acknowledge how I feel.haha…. I just need someone to say, its ok, what you feel is right, you have done great. Haha… ok whatever, thank you sbb sudi baca, i feel better now. Haha…
– Not you