Lepas habis spm ni, aku memang duduk rumah je sbb parents tak kasi kerja. However, aku tak makan pun seharian sbb tak de selera. Mungkin akku tak banyak guna tenaga mcm belaja dulu so energy tu pun tak pakai banyak sebab tu rasa lapar tu tiada. Kalau makan pun, dinner je. Itu pun dah cukup nak sustain sepanjang hari esok. Basically my dinner today is for tomorrow breakfast… The-too-early-breakfast… Lately ni, I noticed that I lost a few kgs. Not much, around 4-5kg. I do start to have flat tummy out of calories burn because I use the energy to do chores. Deep down I feel like "YASSSS I CAN FINALLY WEAR THAT DRESS WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT MY TUMMY LOOKS LIKE "BABY BUMP". But somehow, I don't like wearing tight clothes, so instead I wear loose clothes. Consequences, I got a lot of critics from family and relatives saying that "I look fat", "I fatter now". I could just ignore it if only 1 or 2 people said it, but this is really getting on my nerve when a lot of people said it URGHHHH JUST BECAUSE THEY CAN'T SEE MY CURVES AND THE FLAT STOMACH , DOESN'T MEAN I'M FAT. Nak je pakai ketat-ketat biar dieorg nampak aku ni tak gemuk pun sebenarnya… Tapi ye la kan, aku sayang aurat, terpaksa pekak-kan telinga.
Pengajarannya, jangan cakap sesuka hati, jangan cepat judge by its cover. Alhamdulillah la dia tu pakai longgar, kau pulak dok kata dia gemuk. Karang dia pakai ketat, kau maki hamun pulak ckp aurat tak jaga la, tunjuk aset la whatever so on and on….
– Madgirl
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